Its true. When you're not around i really don't know where to go.. what to do.. what to say. I don't know who to talk to when I'm up at 3 AM or what to eat when I am looking in my refrigerator. You are my decision maker... You were my decision maker. And now I am so indecisive. I am so weird. Without you here no street seems crowded and my phone never rings. It is a lonely existence without you in my life. I don't know what kind of juice to buy i only remember the kind of poptarts you like and I am beginning to feel a little bit lost without you. And my world is starting to spin in circles and i keep wishing you were here to hold my hand and to make me jump. But i can't find you. I can never find you. It makes me sad.