Friday, December 10, 2010
When I'm good, I'm very good. But when I'm bad I'm better.
I must agree with Mae West on this one. If I'm going to be good, I can be good. If I want to be a good girl I can be, but being bad is just so much more fun. Breaking the rules and participating in dirty acts just makes life so much more exciting. I can be good- really really good. Or at least act good but being bad is my preference ;)
he told me he's been faithful to his girlfriend and is gonna try to stay that way. challenge accepted.
They always say they are going to be faithful until something better comes along and then he is all over the new girl of the minute. So I think a lot of girls take it as a challenge if they like a guy and he has a girl. They don't see the look in her eyes when she smiles up at him and the way she feels holding his hand and kissing him. She doesn't hear it when he says he loves her and that he is so lucky to have her. She doesn't care about hurting her feelings. She only cares about the cute boy sitting in front of her. Making her kisses lust not love and her words trash not genuine. And to think that some skank can come along and ruin things in an hour when she spent so much timing loving and caring for him. It makes you wonder if she has a heart.
You know when you first meet someone, you never think that they are going to hurt you. They smile they talk you watch their eyes the way the grin spreads across their face the way they brush their hair back or put their hands in their pockets. You think they're nice. Unless its a crazy homeless guy or some pedophile but you get to know them. You talk to them. Learn about them. And then they let you down. And then you tell them not to. They do it again. You tell them not to blow this. You tell them that you really like them not to mess this up. The next time you start getting a little annoyed. You are hooked on them by now. Why do they keep doing this? Making these mistakes? A little time goes by... one more fight. You tell them you dont want to give up on them. They promise you that they wont. They do. Again. Why are you still giving them a shot? MY GOD WOMAN! Kick him to the curb already. He lets you down again. It hurts you. Now your voice is nothing but a whisper. You expect him to let you down but pray he won't. He always does. You whisper as you tell him to get his things and go. He let you down.