i got it through my head a long time ago that i was never going to look like this. Skinny, tan, can wear any bathing suit you want. I spent 3 hours bathing suit shopping today. you'd think that having big boobs is a good thing but honestly, it sucks. i have curves, i'm white, i have a shape. i'm sorry that i am not going to be the stick thin little girl it is just never going to happen. just thought i'd share. in case any of you hate bathing suit shopping i am with you.