Thursday, April 28, 2011

just gonna stand there and watch me burn but that's alright because i like the way it hurts, just gonna stand there and hear me cry but that's alright because i love the way you lie, i love the way you lie. i can't tell you what it really is. i can only tell you what it feels like and right now there's a steel knife in my windpipe. i can't breathe but i still fight while i can fight. as long as the wrong feels right it's like i'm in flight. high off of love. drunk from the hate/ it's like i'm huffing paint, and i love it the more that i suffer. i suffocate. and right before i'm about to drown. she resuscitates me. she fucking hates me and i love it. wait. where you going. i'm leaving you. no you aint. come back. we're running right back here we go again. it's so insane cause when it's good its going good it's going great. i'm superman with the wind in his bad she's lois lane. but when it's bad it's awful. i feel so ashamed. i snap. who's that dude i don't even know his name. i laid hands on her i'll never stoop so low again. i guess i don't know my own strength. just gonna stand there and watch me burn but that's alright because i like the way it hurts, just gonna stand there and hear me cry but that's alright because i love the way you lie, i love the way you lie. you ever love somebody so much you can barely breathe, when you're with them you meet and neither one of you ever know what hit them. got that warm fuzzy feeling. yeah them chills used to get them. now you're getting fucking sick of looking at them. you swore you've never hit them never do nothing to hurt them. now you're in each other's face. spewing venom all these words when you spit them, you push you pull each other's hair. scratch, claw, bite them. throw them down. pin em. so lost in the moment when you're in them. it's rage that took over. it controls you both so they say it's best to go your separate ways. guess that they don't know you. cause today that was yesterday. it's a different day. sound like broken records playing over. but you promise her next time you'll show restraint. you don't get another chance life is no nintendo game. but you lied again. now you get to watch her leave. out the window. guess that's why they call it window pane. just gonna stand there and watch me burn but that's alright because i like the way it hurts, just gonna stand there and hear me cry but that's alright because i love the way you lie, i love the way you lie. now i know we said things, did things that we didn't mean and we fall back into the same patterns same routine. but your temper's just as bad as mine is. you're the same as me but when it comes to love. you're just as blinded. baby please come back it wasn't you baby it was me. maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems. maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano. all i know is i love you too much to walk away though. come inside. pick up your bags off the sidewalk don't you hear sincerity in my voice when i talk? told you this is my fault, look me in the eyeball. next time i'm pissed i'll aim my fist at the dry wall. next time. there will be no next time. i apologize even though i know it's lies. i'm tired of the game i just want her back. i know i'm a liar is she ever tries to leave again imma tie her to the bed and set the house on fire. just gonna stand there and watch me burn but that's alright because i like the way it hurts, just gonna stand there and hear me cry but that's alright because i love the way you lie, i love the way you lie.

"i am invariably late for appointments- sometimes as much as two hours. i've tried to change my ways but the things that make me late are too strong, and too pleasing"

BELIEVE IN ME. when you aren't strong. and i'll be your friend. help you to carry on

some people have to be unkind. if i say i want to grow up as an actress, they look at my figure. if i say i want to develop, to learn my craft, they laugh. somehow they don't expect me to be serious about my work.

close your eyes and dream it's you that will end up with that bouquet of pretty lilies and roses in your hands. 

i knew i belonged to the public and to the world, not because i was talented or even beautiful, but because i had never belonged to anything or anyone else.

if you really love photography. you can make a camera out of just about anything.

i'm pretty but i'm not beautiful
i sin but i'm not the devil
i'm good but i'm not an angel

can i have a pet tiger? thanks

love and work are the only two real things in our lives. they belong together, otherwise it is off. work is in itself a form of love

50 things that guys should know about girls:

  1. if you can make us smile, we will love you forever
  2. we like to do fun things that you come up with, so don't always just say "you pick" come up with something!
  3. don't be mean... even if you're joking. it's not funny
  4. good morning text messages and good night phone calls will make her think about you all day long
  5. girls love a guy that can make her laugh
  6. it doesn't matter if she knows that you love her- tell her. she can never hear that enough
  7. girls like when you do cute things like give us piggy back rides and kiss our hair and foreheads and hold our hands. 
  8. don't forget about your boys... girls love to be with you but they need time with the girls too! so don't totally forget about all the little people once you find someone you care about
  9. don't be a dick. especially not when you are with your friends. that is a really good way to lose someone really fast
  10. girls cry sometimes. and some guys are really bad about how to handle it. you will realize the more upset or angry she is- if you say yes baby, i agree, i know how you feel, it will get better, blah blah blah blah blah that she will get over it quicker usually
  11. girls love a guy that will take pictures with them. it is a small thing but it means a lot actually
  12. for gifts- DO SOMETHING ORIGINAL or SENTIMENTAL. the more you do the box of chocolates kind of thing the more boring it gets. it is sweet but if you get her something that is like an inside joke, home made, something just between the two of you then it will blow her mind and she will love it forever
  13. never underestimate the power of flowers!
  14. don't tell your friends everything about your love life... don't do it. please don't. it is so annoying when guy's friends talk about things specific to our love lives
  15. know what she likes! favorite color, birthday, animal, game, place, etc. little things like that will come in handy. make a freakin list if you need to. but trust me you don't want to forget
  16. get close with her family. getting alone with them is one of the highest things on the list to do- if they don't approve it will end sooner than you want 
  17. girls, for the most part, love little kids so you probably don't want her to think that you hate children. if you are good with them then that will be seen as really cute by her.
  18. text her first. simple is that
  19. girls like smart guys
  20. hugs from behind are the best hugs
  21. nothing is better than getting a phone call at 3 AM just because you are thinking about her
  22. make inside jokes! they are always fun
  23. unique pet names can be cute sometimes, i like when a guy calls me something different than babe every single day
  24. open the door for her, be a gentleman 
  25. don't lie. she will find out. 
  26. tell her she is beautiful with makeup or without it
  27. stay on the phone with her even if she tells you to go to sleep
  28. when she says she's okay, she's not.
  29. visit her when she is sick and watch movies with her
  30. kiss her in the rain- cheesy- she will never forget it
  31. it's good to be sensitive sometimes
  32. don't talk about how awesome megan fox's boobs are. i mean really i get that you think super models are hot but don't talk about it all the time around us, we want to think we are the only girl in the world for you
  33. don't show off and do stupid stuff, it doesn't impress us, it just annoys us
  34. if you did something wrong, just admit it and apologize
  35. call when you say you will
  36. let us mess up your hair, it's fun for us
  37. TELL US WHAT YOU LIKE we want to know. don't make us just figure it out
  38. hold hands with us or put your arm around us when we walk around, it's nice when you show you care
  39. PDA isn't always the best thing, it's kind of trashy
  40. when she runs up crying, just say "who's ass am i kicking babe" it will make her laugh. laughing while crying is good
  41. don't control her whole life, it gets annoying
  42. don't cheat. if you are cheating you shouldn't be with her. because you don't really love her
  43. sometimes it's good to just sit and cuddle
  44. never call a girl a bitch. she will show you how much of a bitch she can really be
  45. walk to the door to pick us up, walk us to the door when you are dropping us off. 
  46. make cookies with us, go for a walk, go ice skating, ride a ferris wheel, paint a picture, write a song, go shopping. do anything fun
  47. sometimes we feel gross and bash ourselves... tell us that we are wrong and that we are beautiful. that will reassure us
  48. girls are pretty but yours is always the PRETTIEST
  49. cheer her on at what she loves
  50. send her cute songs and funny videos- trust me. she will like that

you can't make the same mistake twice. the second time you make it is no longer a mistake, it's a choice.

stop abortion. kill sluts.

classy you guys.

i make mistakes, i am out of control and at times hard to handle. but if you can't handle me at my worst then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best

dear whoever is reading this-

thank you for being beautiful. thank you for being you. because without you a lot of people would lead different lives, end up being different people. you have made a difference to someone, even if you don't see it. you are the definition of perfection- because you are imperfect. you might think your boobs are too small or your hips are too big or you are too white or you hate your eyes or your stringy hair or that you are 5 pounds too heavy or your nose. but honestly, those are the things that make you different and beautiful. you shouldn't hide what you have, you should strut what you have and be proud of it. that is all, have a nice day.

a smart woman
 kisses but doesn't love, 
leaves before she's left, 
and forgets before 
she's forgotten  

i have great faith in fools

imperfection is beauty. madness is genius. and it's better to be absolutely ridiculous that absolutely boring.

ever notice how "What the Hell" is always the right answer?

Before you call someone else any of these names. you should probably learn the definitions. you ignorant, hateful people

nounthe whores on the streetSee prostitute.verbshe spent her life whoringwork as a prostitutesell one's bodysell oneselfbe on the streets.the men whored and drankuse prostitutesarchaic wench.

slutnounshe dressed like a slut and didn't act much betterpromiscuous womanprostitutewhoreinformal tartfloozytramphooker,hustlerdated scarlet womanloose womanhussytrollop;archaic harlotstrumpetwanton.

bitchnoun informalshe's such a bitchwitchshrewvixenshe-devilhellcat,harridantermagantviragoharpyarchaic grimalkin.a bitch of a jobnightmareinformal bastardbummer—— from hellstinker.verbthey bitched about the price of oilcomplainwhinegrumble,grouseinformal whingemoangrouchgripe
queeradjectivehis diction is archaic and queeroddstrangeunusualfunny,peculiarcuriousbizarreweirduncannyfreakisheerie,unnaturalunconventionalunorthodoxunexpected,unfamiliarabnormalanomalousatypicaluntypicalout of the ordinaryincongruousirregularpuzzlingperplexing,bafflingunaccountableinformal fishyspookybizarrofreaky.ANTONYMS normal.queer cultureSee gay (sense 1 of the adjective).
The word queer was first used to mean ‘homosexual’ in the early 20th century: it was originally, and often still is, a deliberately offensive and aggressive term when used by heterosexual people. In recent years, however, many gay people have taken the wordqueer and deliberately used it in place of gay or homosexual, in an attempt, by using the word positively, to deprive it of its negative power. This use of queer is now well established and widely used among gay people (esp. as an adjective or noun modifier, as inqueer rightsqueer theory) and at present exists alongside the other, deliberately offensive, use. (This use is similar to the way in which a racial epithet may be used within a racial group, but not by outsiders.)
gayadjectivegay men and womenhomosexuallesbianinformal queer.dated her children were all chubby and gaySee cheerful (sense 1).nounSee homosexual.

Just a few but you get the idea. there are meanings behind the things you say so before you go calling a girl a whore, you should probably know that you are calling her a prostitute- just sharing. because most girls you are calling whores are definitely not prostituting themselves

it's better than to be unhappy alone than unhappy with someone

we should all start to live before we get to old. fear is stupid and so are regrets.

all discarded lovers should be given a second chance, 
but with someone else

anything worth doing is worth doing slowly.

it's not the men in my life that count, 
it's the life in my men

it's not what i do, but the way i do it
it's not what i say, but the way i say it

a woman in love 
can't be reasonable
or she wouldn't be in love

i've been on a calendar, but never on time

the best way to hold a man  is in your arms.

she's the kind of girl 
that climbed the ladder of success 
wrong by wrong

those who are easily shocked should be shocked more often

too errr is human, but it feels divine

save a boyfriend for a rainy day- and another, just in case it doesn't rain

give a girl the right shoes and she can conquer the world

i like your style- i guess you can stay for a while

This life is what you make it. Not matter what, you're going to mess up sometimes, it's a universal truth. But the good part is you get to decide how you're going to mess it up. Girls will be your friends - they'll act like it anyway. But just remember, some come, somg go. The ones that stay with you through everything - they're your true best friends. Don't let go of them. Also remember, sisters make the best friends in the world. As for lovers, well, they'll come and go too. And babve, I hate to say it, most of them - actually pretty much all of them are going to break your heart, but you can't give up becuase if you give up, you'll never find your soul mate. You'll never find that half who makes you whole and that goes for everything. Just because you fail once, doesn't mean you're gonna fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on, and always, always, always believe in yourself, because if you don't, then who will, sweetie? So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling, because life's a beautiful thing and there's so much to smile about.

we will fly into a brand new sky

dear daddy, 
i am not a little girl any more, but i will always be your little girl

sometimes you have to forget what you want to remember what you deserve

sex is emotion in motion

when i'm good, i'm very good. but when i'm bad, i'm even better

you can say what you would like- 
but your hatred makes me stronger.

my knight in shining armor turned out to be a loser in aluminum foil

the score never interested me, only the game

13 things that PMS stands for
pass my shotgun
psychotic mood swings
perpetual munching spree
puffy mid-section
people make (me) sick
pardon my sobbing
pimples may surface
pass my sweats
pissy mood syndrom
poor men suck
pack my stuff
potential murder suspect

romance is a beautiful thing. the butterflies in the pit of your stomach, waking up next to them and smiling because they are the first person you see when you open your eyes. good night kisses. good morning phone calls. a flower behind your ear and days you never want to end

welcome to hollywood. where you prostitute yourself  and your art for fame. i call it my home town

you only live once, if you do it right, once is enough

love her for who she is,
 not who you want her to be

"nothing" is always something

some relationships are like tom and jerry. they teach each other, knock each other down, irritate each other, but can't live without each other

you will always be my biggest "what if"

when i'm caught between two evils, i take the one i've never tried

secret no. 289- no matter how much i want to let you go, i will never be able to, because you are the only person that ever understood. you are the only person that i let in. you were my lover, my best friend

too much of a  good thing can be wonderful

raise your glass if you are 
wrong in all the right ways

i love you- don't ever fucking question that

it takes two to get one in trouble

love conquers all things except poverty and toothache 

love thy neighbor- 
and it he happens to be tall, 
debonair and devastating, 
it will be much easier

personality is the glitter that sends your little gleam across the footlights and the orchestra pit into the big black space where the audience is

I'm very definitely a woman and I enjoy it.

If I play a stupid girl and ask a stupid question, I've got to follow it through, what am I supposed to do, look intelligent?

I don't mind being burdened with being glamorous and sexual. Beauty and femininity are ageless and can't be contrived, and glamour, although the manufacturers won't like this, cannot be manufactured. Not real glamour; it's based on femininity.

We are all born sexual creatures,thank God, but it's a pity so many people despise and crush this natural gift.

I used to think as I looked out on the Hollywood night — there must be thousands of girls sitting alone like me, dreaming of becoming a movie star. But I'm not going to worry about them. I'm dreaming the hardest.

I restore myself when I'm alone.

You never know what life is like
until you have lived it.

It's all make believe, isn't it?

I don't mind making jokes, but I don't want to look like one.

Success makes so many people hate you. I wish it wasn't that way. It would be wonderful to enjoy success without seeing envy in the eyes of those around you.

I want to grow old without facelifts. I want to have the courage to be loyal to the face I have made.

All little girls should be told they are pretty, even if they aren't.

Women who seek to be equal with men lack ambition.

The nicest thing for me is sleep, then at least I can dream.

we are all stars, and we deserve to twinkle

it's not true that i had nothing on. i had the radio on

don't be the reason for the broken heart, the tears on her pillow case, the screams that echo off the walls. don't be that girl because everyone hates her. no one likes a liar that fucks everything up

it's often just enough to be with someone. i don't need to touch them. not even talk. a feeling passes between you both. you're not alone

things that are cute for summer and spring time!
wedge heels- floral print dresses- baby doll tops- jeweled sandals- pink lips- curly hair- mac lipglass- dewy eyes- natural skin tones- freckles- dark wash jeans- faded leather boots- rompers- blush colored lingerie- sun hats

dogs never bite me. 
just humans

I've never fooled anyone. I've let people fool themselves. They didn't bother to find out who and what I was. Instead they would invent a character for me. I wouldn't argue with them. They were obviously loving somebody I wasn't.

She was a girl who knew how to be happy even when she was sad. And that’s important—you know 

Beneath the makeup and behind the smile 
I am just a girl who wishes for the world.

You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself.

its better to be hated for what you are 
than to be loved for what your not

smile, it looks good on you


I don't know who invented high heels, but all women owe him a lot!

The real lover is the man who can thrill you by kissing your forehead or smiling into your eyes or just staring into space.

When it comes down to it, I let them think what they want. If they care enough to bother with what I do, then I'm already better than them.

I don't mind living in a man's world, as long as I can be a woman in it.

Who said nights were for sleep?

I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.

I am good, but not an angel. I do sin, but I am not the devil. I am just a small girl in a big world trying to find someone to love.

starbucks makes me so happy :)

if you can make a girl laugh, you can make her do anything

if i'd observed all the rules i'd never have gotten anywhere

diamonds are a girl's best friend

if you're gonna be two-faced 
at least make one of them pretty

a wise girl kisses but doesn't love, 
listens but doesn't believe, 
and leaves before she's left

i don't want to make money, i just want to be wonderful

the body is meant to be seen, not all covered up

when you have a good friend that really cares for you and tires to stick in there with you , you treat them like nothing learn to be a good friend because one day your gonna look up and say I lost a good friend learn how to be respectful to your friends don't just start aurgements with them and don't tell them the reason always remember your friends will be there quicker than your family learn too remember you got great friends don't forgot that and they will always care for you no matter what always remember to smile and look up at what you got in life

how wrong it is for a woman to expect the man to build the world she wants rather than create it herself.

i love to succeed, not to please you or anyone else

Imperfection is beauty, madness is genius and it's better to be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely boring. When it comes down to it, I let them think what they want. If they care enough to bother with what I do, then I'm already better than them anyways.

There's only one sort of natural blonde on earth - albinos.

All a girl really wants is 
for one guy to prove to her that 
they are not all the same.

Wanting to be someone else, is a waste of the person you are.

The trouble with censors is that they worry if a girl has cleavage. They ought to worry if she hasn't any.

Hollywood is a place where they'll pay you a thousand dollars for a kiss and fifty cents for your soul.

Friendship is the bestiest thing that comes to life . Friends will always be there for you don't worry about the fakes worry about the people who had your back from the start and never treated you wrong always remember they are your real friends don't never take them as granted because one day your going to lose a good friend by the way your action's are when you see a good friend stick to that person .

I've often stood silent at a party for hours listening to my movie idols turn into dull and little people.

This life is what you make it. Not matter what, you're going to mess up sometimes, it's a universal truth. But the good part is you get to decide how you're going to mess it up. Girls will be your friends - they'll act like it anyway. But just remember, some come, somg go. The ones that stay with you through everything - they're your true best friends. Don't let go of them.

I learned to walk as a baby and I haven't had a lesson since.

I have too many fantasies to be a housewife.... I guess I am a fantasy.

A sex symbol becomes a thing. I hate being a thing.

I am good, but not an angel. I do sin, but I am not the devil. I am pretty, but not beautiful. I have friends, but I am not the peacemaker. I am just a small girl in a big world trying to find someone to love

Keep smiling, 
because life is a beautiful thing 
and there's so much to smile about.

Don't keep a man guessing too long - 
he's sure to find the answer somewhere else. 

It ain't no sin if you crack a few laws now and then, just so long as you don't break any. 

Any time you got nothing to do - and lots of time to do it - come on up. 

I used to be Snow White,
 but I drifted. 

I'm a woman of very few words, but lots of action. 

I'm no model lady. A model's just an imitation of the real thing.

Cultivate your curves - they may be dangerous but they won't be avoided. 

Every man I meet wants to protect me. I can't figure out what from. 

I only like two kinds of men, domestic and imported.

his mother should have thrown him out and kept the stork

i generally avoid temptation  unless i can't resist it

i speak 2 languages: body and english

he who hesitates is a damned fool